Have you ever been the recipient of a layover? No, I’m not talking flights. I’m talking in the sense of a relationship? Like baggage – You’ve been dating someone with trust issues or communication issues as a result of somebody elses fuck up?
Like the signs weren’t there at first, but as you guys start to get closer the issues start to surface.
Well, I know this all too well – I was practically on the brink of falling in love with someone who wasn’t capable of loving me the way I needed to be loved. He feared being loved. If he felt like anyone was getting close, he pushed them away and put up a wall high as the rockies. Me I know my worth, I wasn’t having it.
Poem | Day 12
here’s an excerpt from a poem I wrote titled September 9th.
” he said he’ll never trust another,
and he’ll never recover
he’d been shot down,
open heart surgery performed like operation,
’cause if he can’t have her body …
he doesn’t want nobody ..”